Wednesday, Feb. 27, 2002 -- 2:13 p.m.

This morning I asked my dad where my sister was.

He said "maybe she was kidnapped".

I said "who would want her".

Craig came back monday afternoon. I am so happy. I kept on raving "i'm so glad you're back" and he said "good, because you were playing it all cool on the phone". That's true. When he would call me from BC he was the one with the "I miss you"s and I was the one with the "good"s, now it's a different story.

I picked him up from his apartment so we could go to dinner. He kept on hugging me and kissing me but I was self conscious about my breath so I was kind of stingy with the kisses until I had a curiously strong altoid.

We went to Shiki for dinner. It was delicious. Sushi is officially my favorite food. Craig paid, which is a really good thing because I forgot my wallet in the car. He didn't even ask to pay, he just handed the credit card to the waitress when our bill came. I didn't insist on paying because of the no wallet thing. I did however contribute $5 to our $6 tip because I happened to have a five dollar bill in my pocket.

After dinner, we went back to his place for some sex. It was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo great. I had an explosive orgasm and he stayed in me afterwards and we just talked. It was really nice. I was all about the spontaneous hugs and kisses. I missed him so much while he was gone. What was wierd though is that while he was in me post-orgasm, I felt this stinging sensation down there. Strange.

I had to go home soon after because my mom was fucking calling me to come home.

Oh yeah, that night, I was wearing my white gold ring with little diamonds surrounding a saphire (fuck, spelling???) that my ex-boyfriend Louis had given me when we were dating. It's a nice ring and I like to wear it sometimes.

Well Craig mentioned that it was nice and then later he asked where I had gotten it. I said "oh it's old, I got it before" but he kept on insistently asking where I got it so finally I broke and said "well a friend got it for me. I don't believe in not wearing something just because the person who gave it to you is gone".... and he said "ohhh... was it the guy before me" and I said yes. and that was that. I felt bad though and I wish I hadn't worn the thing.

Later that night we started talking about engagement rings and Craig said that he and his ex had agreed that it was ridiculous to go into debt for a ring and that her ring had not cost him very much. Well I said that I think that the ring is important but that the wedding was not a big deal. People spend thousands and thousands of dollars on a wedding and I think that that money could be better spent on.... a car or something.

We also talked about stay at home moms and Craig said that at least one of the parents should stay home. He said that he would love to be a stay at home dad so that he could train more (for swimming and cycling, etc). That gave me a laugh because he did say it as a joke. I said how I didn't like the idea of staying at home with a baby and that I would take advantage of daycare.

Yoona went to Niagara falls to go shopping at outlet stores with her friends. She spent $800. She is such a moron. She bought a leather jacket and some other clothes. MORON MORON MORON. I wish she was my size so that I could wear the clothes too. argh.

I didn't see Craig last night. I had to work for my parents from 12-6pm because my mom went to Toronto for the day. I came home and watched buffy and angel and then I went to sleep. boring day I know. I'm seeing Craig tonight, we're renting "The people versus Larry flynt". I've seen it before but it was a long time ago and I forget what happens.

Last night I said to my mom "gee, I'm glad Craig's home" and my mom said in Korean "me too". I just stood there in shock and then I started laughing. She said "no really, I am glad" she sounded surprised that she was glad.

I think I am conservative.

I don't believe that teenagers should be having kids, unless they give them up for adoption. They should be having fun at that age, not taking care of another human being.

I used to sleep in what is now called a "family bed" when I was little. I think it has scarred me emotionally. I remember being six or so and wondering why I didn't have my own bed. I think that it's wrong to sleep with your children past the age of three or four unless it's for a special reason (they're feeling ill, they're scared, etc).

I think breasting feeding children past the age of two... maybe three is wrong. They do not need it for nourishment, why do it? To form this kind of extreme attachment is unneccessary.

I believe in letting children drink and eat milk products unless they are allergic to them.

I believe in letting children eat meat.

I think that it is alright to put children in daycare after the first several months.

I think it's ok to work and want to work while raising children.

I do not think that is selfish to want to have that extra second income.

I think that it is wrong to beat your kids but I think that is alright to spank them until the age of about... seven.

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