Friday, Feb. 01, 2002 -- 2:05 p.m.

Ack, last night I wrote a really really long entry and just when I was finished it the electricity went out in my house for a second. Frig. Lost the entry obviously.

I'm going to try to remember what I wrote...

I love my boyfriend's dick. It's so soft, and smooth and clean... I like wrapping my hands around it and just stroking it, feeling it's softness.

It's not too big, it's not too small, it's jUuuuust right. The only other dick I've seen in real life was my ex boyfriend's and he was uncircumsized. I must say that I prefer the circumsized look and feel. The mushroom at the top is so cute. Haha, I'm sure my boyfriend wouldn't appreciate me calling his appendage "cute".

It curves to the right (I think? or is it left?). Which I thought was strange at first but I have heard that it's normal to have a curving penis. I love the feeling of fullness when he slowly enters me for the first time. And then the increasing intensity as we go on. I want it harder, I want it deeper. Sometimes it's so deep that it hurts and I like it. Othertimes it's so deep that it hurts and I ask him to take care.

He's been working out more than usual to train for his trip to BC next week. Mainly by swimming a lot. He's thinking of entering some swimming competitions at UWO and I totally encouraged him to do that. I think he has a really good chance ot winning, he's a very strong swimmer.

His parents did a great job raising him and his twin sister and older brother (32). Craig said that when he was younger, his parents used to send them to a sports camp (resort). I never got to go to camp, I wanted to but I had to stay home and practise piano four hours a day.

Craig and I did this new thing last night. I laid on the very edge of the bed with my head hanging just over the side and Craig stood on the floor facing my head. I gave him a blow job and then he started giving me one. It was pretty cool except that my head started to get sore after a while and my hand got tired from stroking his dick. Maybe I wouldn't be so friggin stamina-less if my parents had sent me to sports camp when I was little!

Last night, Craig made his parents ribs and salad and chicken (he bought it pre-made from A&P) and his parents brought wine. They seem to have a really great relationship. His parents are even taping specific Olympic events for him while he's away in BC. They're so sweet.

His dad is a financial planner and his mom works at the dental school at UWO doing something, I'm not sure what. They are a really attractive couple. Both greyhaired and very distinguished looking. They're about 60 I think but they seem much younger.

As his parents were leaving, Craig kissed and hugged his mom. He's so adorable.

I'm doing a research project on the serial Killer "Albert Fish". He ate his victims. While I was on a serial killer site, I read about other serial killers that I was familiar with their names but I didn't know how they killed.

Jeffrey Dahmer, killed primarily black gay males although he did kill two hispanic gay males as well. He would lure them to his place by asking to take naked pictures of them for $50. Then he would kill them, have sex with their dead bodies and sometimes would eat pieces of them.

Ted Bundy, raped and killed females.Escaped from custody twice I think. The second time he escaped he went to a girls dorm and killed a bunch of girls from there, then he went to another girls dorm and killed a bunch of girls from there.

Charles Manson, got others to kill for him. He knew Brian Wilson from the Beach Boys. They hung for a while until Wilson realized Manson was a freak and asked him to leave. Manson's stupid followers killed Roman Polanski's pregnant wife and some other people because Manson told them some really stupid story about black people taking over the earth and... blah blah blah. It was a really pathetic story that even mentally retarded folk would see through.

Mary something-or-other, Can't remember her last name. When she was ten, she killed two boys by strangling them. One of the boys, a three-year-old, she cut off his genitals and with a razor she marked a "M" on his chest. She went to jail until she was about 23 at which time she got out and had a daughter and now lives somewhere in the UK, crimefree now I hope.

Most serial killers are white males who are not sure about their sexuality.

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