Tuesday, Jan. 22, 2002 -- 12:50 a.m.

I'll start with yesterday (sunday).

I went to church. It was boring but the food after was great. It was a spicy kimchi soup thing with rice. It had pork and tofu in it, which made it especially delish.

I went on the net and ate and puked until 8pm at which time I went to The Keg with george, Lilly, Alan, Yoona and Craig. I had the same as last week - keg sized prime rib, medium rare, with fries, and mayo on the side.

Just as we were finishing dinner, a HUGE group of Korean students from my church came in. Most of these are people I've known since I was 6 or so. I used to hang around with them but I'm not Christian and I don't like to hang with only Koreans, so I don't hang out with them much any more.

I think that once I started hanging around with Vic, Sean, Michelle and all of those guys, I just stopped needing the church people as friends. It's a little sad sometimes that they basically ONLY hang around with each other. Many of them do not believe in Pre-marital sex. HOW SAD IS THAT?!?! Pretty damn sad. A lot of them have not had significant others in a long time if ever, although most of them are pretty good looking.

I remember this one gung-ho guy in the praise band at church once said that he was disgusted by people who had premarital sex and that those kinds of people had no respect for their bodies and were going to hell. He said that you should date only people that you intend to marry and that they must be Christian. I guess I’m going to burn in Hell.

Afterwards, I drove Craig home and Yoona and I went to shoppers drug mart to get her pads and we went to Jumbo to rent movies.

Today, I went to my 9am – 11am class on time. It was freezing in the class room, I actually think the air conditioning was on. People were going outside to warm up and it was SNOWING hard outside.

I went home and then I went back for my 3pm- 5pm class. We watched the “Maltese Falcon” starring Humphrey Bogart. It was in black and white and it was a little confusing but I was still surprised by how involved I got into the movie. We’re studying mystery in my “reading pop culture” class.

I went home and then I went to Craig’s at 8pm to help him out with his computer. His internet is doing strange things. He can view some websites and other times he gets an error message. It’s really strange and kind of random. Usually it’s consistent in that he always gets the error message for certain websites, ie “raine designs” or “quadrro.net”. It’s extremely frustrating for him because his bank websites give him an error message so he can not do his online banking. He has a computer from 1995 so his modem is 28.8. He’s tried changing internet service providers but that didn’t help.

If anyone knows what could be wrong please let me know! We’re thinking of reformatting his computer but that’s a last resort. He deleted internet explorer and is downloading it again tonight. Hopefully that will fix the problem.

I went to this fellowship group thing tonight. It was at 10pm so I went after going to Craig’s. Craig and I had sex tonight, a few minutes after I got to his place to help him with his computer (I didn’t help much). I didn’t come and I was very disappointed (though of course I didn’t show it). So I started tickling him and I started talking to him about the sex-filled diaries I read on diaryland to get him horny. I told him that I didn’t really understand S&M because I’m not really turned on by pain or inflicting pain. He said he wasn’t into that either but then we started talking about what we were into.

He said “two girls”. Like DUH, what a surprise. Isn’t that what every man dreams of? I said that I liked the idea of food and sex. Foods like whipped cream, strawberries and ice cream. And then we started talking about “9 ½ weeks”, describing the infamous food/sex scene. So we were pretty turned on but I had to go because it was almost 10pm, but I really really wanted to come so to really get Craig horney I gave him head and right when he was about to come I stopped doing it and told him “quick”. So we just took our bottom clothes off, and left our shirts on, and we had sex. I only came a little (a less powerful than usual orgasm) but than it suddenly became this huge huge screaming orgasm. It felt sooo good. Craig asked me after “was it that good?” as if I was faking or something. I think it’s because it didn’t really seem like I came until right after he came (when I started screaming) but it was only because I had a little orgasm before he came and then a HUGE orgasm during and after he came.

So I was late for the fellowship meeting.

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