Wednesday, Jan. 16, 2002 -- 12:04 a.m.

I haven’t updated since Sunday so I guess I’ll start from Sunday.

I slept through service at church as usual (starts at 9:30am!!) and then when I found that they were serving donuts instead of our usual fare of Korean food made by Korean mothers (including my own) Yoona, Karen and Grace and I went to Mandarin Court for Dimsum. We met Karen and Grace’s boyfriends there.

Karen and Grace are my bestfriend Anna’s 18-year-old twin sisters. They are Korean and they are dating Chinese boys. I don’t usually like Chinese guys, I find them rude, almost offensive, and cheap and these ones were no exception. I had met them before at that same restaurant and I had a really bad impression of them. They always spoke Chinese in front of us (and loudly! Why are Chinese people so loud?!) and they didn’t have anything interesting to say. This time they were a little better. Grace’s boyfriend is pretty dry, but Karen’s boyfriend is alright. He goes to my school, though a year behind me, and we talked a little about school. I really don’t know what the girls see in these guys because from what I saw of them they were unattractive and boring. The lunch came to $9 so it wasn’t so bad though I did pay for Yoona because she was broke at the time. Yoona got her OSAP (student loan) on Monday and she is now rolling in it.

I don’t understand why Yoona is getting OSAP. My parents are more than willing to pay for both our tuitions and its money that she actually has to pay back after she’s done school, contrast to our parents’ money which she would not have to pay back.

After lunch I did very little until dinner time. I had looked forward all week to dinner at the Keg. Craig called me at 5pm to say that he was back from fishing and wanted to go to the Keg as well so I picked him up at 6:30pm for our dinner at 7pm.

Dinner was great. There was Craig, me, Yoona, Alan and Vic, George and Lily came after they had dinner at another restaurant. I ordered a Keg sized prime rib (14 oz of wonderful MeAT) medium rare, a coke and fries with mayo on the side. After we ordered I asked Yoona to go with me to the bathroom because I didn’t know where it was. Mainly I wanted to go to check myself out because I felt sexy and I wanted to see if I looked it. I was wearing my new tight, stretch gap jeans and my new grey, boatneck Jacob sweater. My hair was down, parted to the left, shiny and luminous. I looked in the full length mirror in the bathroom and I thought I looked great. On our way back to our table, Yoona stopped to talk to some people. Turns out that it was my quasi-ex (well we did fool around a little), his girlfriend and a few other people I didn’t know. I didn’t stop to talk, I didn’t know what I would say, so I went back to or table.

It’s strange how someone can be so important in your life for a little while and then a few more whiles later they are totally out of your life. Thomas was so important to me for a short time when I was in grade 12 and 17-years-old. He was this second year university student, 22-years-old and I thought he was so good-looking. I had seen him at church the few times he had been there but the first I really talked to him was at bible study at church. We got along very well and talked very easily so we started hanging out. We wrote to each other via e-mail and icq and we went to movies together. It was evident that we liked each other. During movies we would cuddle and he wrote to me that he liked me a lot. I was young and very excited at the prospect of this goodlooking older university man and I became too obsessive. He broke up with his girlfriend of three years, who lived in his hometown two hours away, while he was with me. Yes, I did know he was dating her when I met him but she was so far away and I did overcome that.

He told me that he still wanted to see other girls because he had just broken up with his girlfriend and wanted to be free for a while. I said that was fine but in my heart I was crushed. I would call him all the time and go over whenever he wanted me to but eventually I saw that I liked him more than he liked me and I started to withdraw hoping that he would beg for me back. That didn’t happen and then one day I found that I hadn’t seen him in months and that I hadn’t thought of him in weeks.

I heard through the grapevine that he tried to work things out with his ex but that didn’t work out so he found another girl who he is currently with. He is now finished school and working here in London.

Anyway, back to the Keg.

The food was fantastic and it only came to $22 including a $4 tip. The reason it was so inexpensive was because it was friends and family day. Friends and family of anyone who works at the Keg get 40% off on Sundays. My friend Pam works there so we all got 40% off. We do tip more than usual though because of the deal. Yoona left about a $9 tip.

After dinner, we all went to Vic’s place to watch “A fish called Wanda” on dvd. It was hilarious and a nice end to the night. I had Alan drive Craig home because Yoona and I had to go in the opposite direction to drop off the movies we had gotten on Thursday.

Monday

I went to class at 9am until 11am and then I went home and did nothing until I had to go to my next class at 3pm until 5pm.

Janna invited me on Friday to go to her place on Monday at 9pm for a potluck. It was later changed to 8pm because 9 is a too late. I’m in Janna’s bible study group and they meet every Monday at her place. I always say I’m going to go but I never end up going. I actually have no intention of going even though I say I’m going. This time, since food was involved, I did intend to go. I said I would bring pop so at 8pm I brought my sister and 2 litre bottles of pepsi and sprite.

I wasn’t going to stay very long because I was supposed to go to Craig’s at 9pm. So Yoona and I got there at 8:15 and just Carrie-ann and this guy Richard were there, oh yeah and Janna of course. I actually had a lot of fun. I talked with Carrie-ann and Richard about mainly movies and then others came and I talked to them about movies. There was tons of great food but I didn’t get to eat any of it because I had to leave before they ate. I pried myself away at 9:15pm and got to Craig’s by 9:30. Craig wasn’t in that great a mood because he felt he had a lot of organizing to do. His place was a mess and he still hadn’t filleted the fish he had caught on the weekend and he had to get a hair cut. Anyway, he put all that aside and we had sex. We went to his big bed, which was made for once, and we got busy. I gave him head, he gave me head, he came and I came came came. I know I ALWAYS say this but this was the best ever. I almost thought I wouldn’t come because he had come before me but I made it just in the nick of time.

We slept until about 12:30 at which time I started kissing his ear so he would wake up and we had sex again. I didn’t come but he did, and then I put on my clothes and went home.

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