Thursday, Jan. 10, 2002 -- 12:51 a.m.

Today was a downer.

I didn't have class until 4pm so I ate and puked until from 11am until 3pm. My dad left me the car, at my request because I thought I would need it to drive to Craig's later. I parked it at the mall with the intention of taking the bus to school.

It's easier for me to park at the mall as well as less expensive (free) and all undergraduate full time students get a bus pass included in our tuition so it's advantagous to take the bus.

I JUST missed the bus as I was driving in so I had to wait for the next bus and therefore I was a little late for class, Eng 117 (reading pop culture).

After class, I took a bus back to the mall and I went shopping for a little while.

I didn't really feel in a shopping mood especially because I was dressed in a puffy coat and had my backpack, thus making me look like a shoplifter I think. I don't like it when I feel like people are watching me.

I went to Jacob and bought a black boatneck sweater there with the $25 gift certificate that Anna had given me for my birthday. I had to pay the $10 difference but I didn't really mind.

Though the sweater does look like another one that I have. I find that I often buy clothes and shoes that look similar to what I already have. argh.

I tried on pants there but they were WAY too long. There should be some do-it-yourself adjustable pant hem thingy because I just hate having to go have my pants hemmed because they're too friggin long. I'm sorry, but the average person is not 5'8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After buying that shirt, I wanted out of the mall so I busted out of there as soon as possible.

Craig called me three times today.

1. at about 6pm to say that he was going to be home in about an hour he would call me later.

2. At about 7pm to say that he was going to go work out, would I like to come. I said no I did not want to work out, so he said he'd call me after his work out for me to come over.

3. At 9:30pm to say that he was at home and he was tired and so it would be best if I didn't go over.

I was really looking forward to seeing him, especially because I'm getting my period soon. I was all ready to go, dressed in my new sweater and nice grey gap pants.My makeup was done and my hair was up. So I was PISSED when he said he wanted to sleep rather than see me.

In retrospect, I can understand that he had been driving for several hours and was obviously tired but he went to work out, why couldn't he see me? I KNOW that he doesn't know that I'm getting my period soon, thus negating the option of us having sex tomorrow (well I guess today considering it's 1:07am). He reminded me that he is going fishing on the weekend from friday until sunday so I only get thursday with him and I can't have sex with him thursday because I'll have my period!

So I was mad. On the phone I got really quiet. He asked me what was wrong and I said nothing. He kept on asking me if I was sad or mad or if something was wrong, I said that nothing was wrong, and that I was just tired. He asked me if I wanted him to pick me up from school tomorrow and I said no, I probably wouldn't need a ride. He asked if I would call him after class tomorrow and I said ok.

I said that I had to go and he asked me what was wrong and he said that I wasn't usually like this but I said nothing was wrong, I was just tired. Then he said ok, he would talk to me tomorrow and I said fine.

Right after that call, I called Chris McNally to ask if he was still going to the Palasad for wings. He had asked me earlier if I wanted to go for wings and I said that I had plans with Craig.

Which reminds me, George had called me earlier and asked me if I wanted to go to the Barking Frog tonight and I had said that I had plans with Craig. If Craig had just told me before that he couldn't seeme tonight, I might have gone. Well I probably wouldn't have but I would have at least considred it!

Anyway, I drove to Palasad, which was a nice drive by the way. The Palasad is on the other side of the city from where I live so it was a nice twenty minute drive to think and get less mad at Craig. While I was on the phone with him I was on the brink of tears, in the car I felt a lot better.

Chris, Vic, Trev, Ron and Jim were there. Jim was one of the people I was annoyed with at the new years party at trev's because he and his girlfriend wouldn't get out of my way when I was trying to go upstairs. Turns out that he's a pretty nice guy and that we had met before at a school fashion show, but I totally don't remember that.

Trev and Vic left soon after I arrived. I ordered twenty honey garlic wings and everyone was done eating by the time I got my wings so Chris, ron and jim sat around as I ate. I wish I hadn't gotten the wings. They were really messy and I wasn't really in the mood for them anyway. They got all stuck in my teeth and while I wanted to talk to the guys, I was self conscious about whether I had pieces of chicken between my teeth so I tried to keep my mouth closed.

Eventually Ron and Jim left and it was only Chris and I but then Chris's friend Jen, whom he has a HUGE crush on, came over and they talked for a while. Oh yeah, note to self: self, you charged 12.20 on your mastercard for chickenwings at the Palasad and you later spent $15 online at Rogers.ca for the giftbox (for yourself!).

I drove Chris home, because Vic had driven him there and he had left, and he invited me in. He had just bought five new dvds and wanted me to come in and watch one with him. Unfortunately I had to pick up my sister at 12am so I only had time to have a quick visit. Sean and his girlfriend Michelle were there getting Sean ready for his trip to Whistler for four days. He's leaving today.

We sat around and talked until I had to leave to pick up Yoona.

Roz invited me to go to Monopoly with her and her friends on Saturday and I want Chris to come too because he needs some action and some of Roz's girl friends are hot.

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