2001-10-31 -- 10:38 p.m.

Gee wiz, who knew that keeping up a diary was so difficult??

I just have a hard time transcribing the events of my day and my thoughts.

I feel that I can't be as eloquent or as funny as some of my fellow diary keepers.

But I suppose this diary is mainly for my own records. I do have such a lacking memory. So here's to prosperity.

Yesterday I had one class. It was MIT 242 from 12 until 1. I talked to Tim after class and he told me about his daliances of the week. He has three girls going at the same time and he has fooled around with them all.

He's a goodlooking boy so I can see why girls might be attracted to him. He's tall, about 5'11 and he has a fairly muscular build from working out at the school gym. He has light brown hair that he has styled in a reverse caesar which looks great on him and if he lets his facial hair grow a little he looks all rugged and stuff.

His girlfriend recently broke up with him so he's kind of going wild with the freedom.

I did nothing all day except for eating and puking and surfing online.

And then at 9pm I went to see craig at his place. He had made sausages and rice. He's such a great cook. It wasn't until I met him that I realised how little I know about cooking.

He actually cooks. He puts spices and stuff in things and he doesn't own a microwave, BY CHOICE, so he's forced to use the stovetop and oven.

I didn't really eat that much last night. I told craig I had eaten already because I hate having sex when I'm full. It makes me feel self-conscious because my stomach sticks out. And also, I worry about having to go home and puke.

He's talking about shaving his hair and his goatee but I don't want him to. I think he looks great the way he is right now. He says that when I met him he had no hair and no goatee. I told him that I felt sorry for him and that's why I started dating him.

His lips look thin when he has no goatee. He looks all rugged with his facial hair.

And his head hair is so cute because it looks kind of messy but in a good way. It's kind of spikey and its short and thick. I like it loads. I told him I give him permission to shave his goatee but if he shaves his head its over(jokingly OF COURSE!).

We watched some tv after dinner and we fooled around on the couch. I said "lets go to your bedroom" and he seemed kind of reluctant.

The reason he was relectant was because there were no sheets on our bed. We had mussed them all up during our last bedroom session so he had put them in the laundry to-do pile.

So we went on his little bed instead. The bed that's good for his back but bad for the two of us. Usually we use the big bed that's bad for his back but good for us.

We came at the same time. It was surprising and Craig seemed to get a real kick out of it. I don't care when I cum as long as i do. But it was nice anyway.

I love how he makes me feel.

I love him but I won't tell....

We didn't see each other today.

I did nothing today but eat, go to class, eat, puke, watch tv, eat. I was going to go out tonight with some friends but decided to stay in.

Craig's doing something with his brother.

I made plans with mona and anita to go to shiki on saturday for dinner.

Craig says he's taking me somplace (a surprise) for dinner tomorrow night. He's picking me up from school because i have class until 8pm. I'm so excited. He makes me so happy.

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